Someone told me you were here yesterday
Ping of regret, ricocheted as my heart sank
I should've told you I still have somethings to say
As I stand here in the rain, biting tongue it's so cliché
What's the problem with me
Always somewhere I shouldn't be
Waiting on something, an apology
Maybe we both end up laughing
Why the hell I let this happen
I could be home, I could be writing out my feelings
Instead of screaming at a ghost who isn't hearing
I could be dancing, could be crying to my mother
All these options and I'm still lying in the gutter
I should've stepped back when I still had the chance
Should've looked you up and down and given you an absent glance
But it's too late and I'm Confronted with my demons
All these visions, is there something I'm not seeing
What am I supposed to say
Won't get this chance another day
But I'm dumbstruck, I feel so bland
I guess it's true, the seas don't change
I could be home, I could be writing out my feelings
Instead of screaming at a ghost who isn't hearing
I could be dancing, could be crying to my mother
All these options and I'm still lying in the gutter
