Where Will You Be

I've been trying to understand things For what they are lately, but I just feel like this shit's a blessing and a curse At the same time, you know? But look No where to hide, no need to run, put my life out in the open, it's all me Told my family: "You call me if you need it done, and you'll see it done" God gave me a million signs, I just needed one got a mic, I don't need a gun I got everyone saying I needed one But they don't know what I've been through They don't know what I'm going through Seems like you gotta go through Hell & come back just so they notice you Everything they said I wouldn't be is what I made them watch me grow into They telling me it's my time now, but I feel like this shit is overdue, but I stuck to it Any road block in the way, I'm-ma run through it Put my life and pain in a song, rolled a blunt to it Lost a lot of friends to this shit, that's life man They much to it, I drinked a bit, I smoked a bit I'm just trying to feel numb to it Let me tell you how it's going down Watch your backs, snakes all around Came up in this game like: "If they don't let me in, I'm-ma burn it down" Crazy how tables turning now No label, no record deal I've been learning how to do this shit on my own Yours Truly taking over that's the word Around when I talk, nigga When I feel I'm going nowhere When the road is almost over Where will you be? Will you still ride? Ride by my side or will you hide? When the world is getting colder and all the weight is on my shoulders, I won't let it break me Wasting no time, focus my mind, I'll be alright Got a lot of people trying to take my life I've been grinding homie, day and night Waking up, getting straight to work Making shit happen, that's the way to life I ain't ever been the lazy type Lately, I haven't been the same It's like, I'm writing music trying to save a life But my little homie; they just gave him life Used to wake up in my mom's house, roaches on The ground Funny how I'm now on the way, nigga's hopping I'm-ma drown Fuck a white dress, and wedding ring Had to move on to better things I thought she was my everything, turned out not to be Anything, and that's real But none of this really mean shit without family I'm just tryna spread love dawg, fuck a grammy Cause even if I put my soul out on that stage All these motherfuckers still would never understand me But I wish I spoke to my pops more Even if he can't come around, man I really wish we just talked more This music shit; it's all I got Tell me what the fuck would I stop for? I won't stop 'till I'm in your top 4 'Bout to take it up to that top floor When I feel I'm going nowhere When the road is almost over Where will you be? Will you still ride? Ride by my side or will you hide? When the world is getting colder and all the weight is on my shoulders, I won't let it break me Wasting no time, focus my mind, I'll be alright And there you have it We all come from somewhere And we all got a start Everyone has a beginning And this is mine Yourstruly