How I Feel

Where do I belong? Sometimes I feel wrong, but I do it right I try to do it right Where do I belong? I'm writing all these songs I'm asking why I'm asking why I do not know how I feel I'm searching deep inside Try to find a piece of mind I left so much behind I do not know how I feel I'm searching deep inside Try to find a piece of mind I left so much behind I listen to my heart Wish that I was capable of taking any loss I am not unbreakable I bend it's not enough My heart is unreplaceable so please don't let it fall I've always been in war To cover our emotions yeah we try to turn 'em off I want to get inside when you try to open up I think that's why we get lost When you almost reach the top That's when they try to throw you off I do not know how I feel I'm searching deep inside Try to find a piece of mind I left so much behind I do not know how I feel I'm searching deep inside Try to find a piece of mind I left so much behind I think I wanna stay inside for the rest of my life I was fifteen years old with thoughts of suicide Tried to be a man they told me boys do not cry Some things will be forever in the back of my mind, yeah Some things I'll never leave behind Why am I so scared of running behind? I have traumas that haunt me every night When I die, I just wanna leave something behind I do not know how I feel I'm searching deep inside Try to find a piece of mind I left so much behind I do not know how I feel I'm searching deep inside Try to find a piece of mind I left so much behind