Can't speak
Can't eat
Cemented to this bed
Can't breathe
Can't think
An empty oubliette now
Pieces of who I was...
Forming a river under...
Listless and unaware...
Not dead. Not asleep
I am awake
Never knowing
Never showing you
White coats do not see me...
Machines talk to them...
Each day a new stranger...
Think I'm gone but...
I am awake
I know...
My mind won't heal
My body died
And left me behind
Blank space
Where memories once wеre
Please god
Just lеt me die
