Time Of My Life

Is it my fault if I'm affected by Everything I've seen a thousand times, I try Am I not supposed to do this every night I hold my breath, waiting for it to change I take a hit, it's common sense This could be the time, this could be the time, the time of my life Everything I need, never satisfied This should be the time, this should be the time Is it so wrong if I get jealous, uh Everything that's good I mess it up, why? Is it so wrong If I get jealous? This could be the time, this could be the time, the time of my life Everything I need, never satisfied This should be the time, this should be the time Every move, every step's gonna be a mistake Every room that I run through, dark clouds in my way If I just choose to get over this pain would the cycle then break Would the colors all change maybe if I just Hold my breath I take a hit, it's common sense This could be the time, this could be the time, the time of my life (So terrified) Everything I need, never satisfied This should be the time, this could be the time (So terrified) This could be the time, the time of my life You know I only got one but I always think twice (so terrified) Hesitation no trust and a little terrified Do it on my own, do it cause there is a light (so terrified) This should be the time, this could be the time