Fell Too Far

If I'ma fall apart That's my part right And I don't need any more love That's a lost fight She gon' turn and look at me What's the cost like Told her baby break my heart It's a dark night If I'ma fall apart That's my part right And I don't need any more love That's a lost fight She gon' turn and look at me What's the cost like Told her baby break my heart It's a dark night Remember when we'd talk on the phone We would geek Now everytime I call Your so low you can't speak I miss the better days Sharing stories there all blurred out Everything's a haze Talking to you really hurts now Self control self care I keep fighting for it Takes so long On hold but I swear I'ma make up for it All these wrongs Wish I could run it back turning the times Fix all the things that have broke in my mind Keep to myself and stay closed all my life Think that's way better than opening eyes Anxiety on full throttle All I need is this bottle Drink too much I feel awful Nothing can help in this novel Colossal If I'ma fall apart That's my part right And I don't need any more love That's a lost fight She gon' turn and look at me What's the cost like Told her baby break my heart It's a dark night If I'ma fall apart That's my part right And I don't need any more love That's a lost fight She gon' turn and look at me What's the cost like Told her baby break my heart It's a dark night If I'ma fall apart That's my part right And I don't need any more love That's a lost fight She gon' turn and look at me What's the cost like Told her baby break my heart It's a dark night Don't wake me up just let me sleep If I get your calls just leave me be If i'ma fall just cut me deep I've had enough my arms feel weak Now its a problem for both of us Hearts been longing for better stuff Miss just holding you waking up Now I'm wanting to break this love Soul's a part of the pain and cuts All these scars that you gave me bust Where to start is the hardest part Took a shot in the fucking dark Need some new pavement Gimmie some medication Flooded with all your statements Mind is way to close to breaking Fetal position I'm shaking What the fuck was I taking What the fuck was I taking If I'ma fall apart That's my part right And I don't need any more love That's a lost fight She gon' turn and look at me What's the cost like Told her baby break my heart It's a dark night If I'ma fall apart That's my part right And I don't need any more love That's a lost fight She gon' turn and look at me What's the cost like Told her baby break my heart It's a dark night If I'ma fall apart That's my part right And I don't need any more love That's a lost fight She gon' turn and look at me What's the cost like Told her baby break my heart It's a dark night