Never Going Back

In my youth I was restless Never knowing why days turn blue I was sure, sure of nothing I was searching for something new If I'm being honest there's no promise That all things turn the way you want them to And the worst part is you can't fight it But you might learn how to find a way through I've lost and I've been let down I've been torn in two It's so long since I felt right I want something new I'm never going back Never going back Never going back Never going back to those days In my time I've seen all things Some that made me, some broke me too Through the bullshit and the beauty Sometimes changes leave marks on you If I'm being honest there's no promise That all things turn the way you want them to And the best parts is the pain and heartache Will teach you how to find a way through I've lost and I've been let down I've been torn in two It's so long since I felt right I want something new I'm never going back Never going back Never going back Never going back to those days I'm never going back Never going back Never going back Never going back to those days So there it is The beauty and the bullshit A slow crawl out of hell Through mud, blood and tears I've earned every stripe Every stitch and every bruise Yeah I've got regrets And plenty of things I'd change Well fuck it, C'est la vie It's all part of the mix So eyes, heart and soul forward I'm never going back I'm never, going, back, to those days Those days, those days, those days It's so long since I felt right I want something new I'm never going back Never going back Never going back Never going back to those days I'm never going back Never going back Never going back Never going back to those days