Hate That I Still Think About You

I've been looking for you everywhere I go Ever since you left me at my worst I dreamt that you came back to me and left me a note To say that you're sorry No, baby, it's not entirely your fault Take us back to that fancy restaurant The night you were singing a Bee Gees song We should've been friends and nothing more But damn, I fell in love That day with my family at a quaint cafe Was head over heels when you came and stayed I gave you my heart though I knew someday I'd have to watch it break Now I hate that I still think about you and the good times Just to forget what went wrong, trying to make it right And I hate that I can't unlove you Can't erase you from my mind But I'll have to try I've been waiting for you to put us on the throne But you don't want us to be seen so I rule the world alone Lately, I just don't care where we're gonna go from here The love we made is broken but the pieces won't disappear Like the night we were singing on the rooftop And you held at my hand at The Swimming Club We talked for hours over late dinner Why did we stop? Tried to hold on to you and not let go But you said you don't want me at your shows Cause you needed space and I walked away That's the day that my heart broke Now I hate that I still think about you and the good times Just to forget what went wrong, trying to make it right And I hate that I can't unlove you Can't erase you from my mind But I'll have to try I painted a picture of us from the best night Kept replaying the scene from our worst fight My mistake for being tactless But you were heartless for playing the gaslight I packed my memories of you in a suitcase I threw it into the ocean And I burned the pages of the love we made Let it be gone and lost and long-forgotten I just hate that I still sing about you I hate that I still think about you and the good times Just to forget what went wrong, I can't make it right And I still find it hard to believe that a man could love me Cause my dad never did But you carried my issues, my crybaby tears Saw the devil in me and you dealt with it I hate that I've to say goodbye