Last One Standing (feat. Jenna Bennett)

Lookin back on a whole lot between you and me (Yea) Lookin' back on a whole lot Lotta things I could've done different Lotta times I should've listened But screw that, I'm done wishin' Wishin' I could be the perfect one Wishin' that I really had someone Spiral down way too deep, to the point everything hurts a lot Me and moms really going thru it Swear to God, I didn't mean to do it Love her even though we arguing almost everyday, and it's not improving And lil' bro really needs help Blame me cause I'm not around Hopefully he sees one day, cause I'm tryna be one of the hottest out And pops really wanna toss me out We don't even really talk a lot Never bother to explain things, me and TJ had to start a plot Feelin' down cause I lacked engagement Realized I was lackin' patience Took it back to the drawing board Said okay, now it's back to basics Had to get myself off the pavement Ain't nobody here to lift me up And shawty got me going insane, I was always there for a pick me up Got me feeling like I ain't do the most Whatever though, know what I'm worth Middle finger to the whole world I'mma get mine, and I'm gettin' close Being on top, is never easy Easy, believe me Running around the block, from demons The demons, tryna deceive me Doing your best to get in my head Kill me once, I'll raise up from the dead And between you and me, promise I will be the last one standing Holding on, cause I'm losing faith in what I have Getting high fore' I go to bed, so I don't sleep sad And I been holdin' it down You had a broken heart that I pieced together Yeah I swear to God, really need you So tell me is it gon' be forever But I'm afraid that I want you, and you're still in love with another dude Never really like to bring it up, cause I know the topic really kills the mood Make it clear, are you playing with me Cause I'm out here claiming you Don't have me look foolish, cause you know this is irreplaceable Pen on my page, finna let it glisten Swear I'm always reminiscin' Girl I pray we ain't driftin' And I could never play with these women So indecisive when it comes to you Always got me feeling so uncomfortable Got other things that need attention No clue what I'm trippin' on Don't slow down, pick the pace up With certain people I fall back Mentally, y'all hinder me Not in the mood to hit y'all back Clocked in, and I lock in Don't hold me back, just hold me down Act right, or get left back Ain't losing over no setback And that's real Being on top, is never easy Easy, believe me Running around the block, from demons The demons, tryna deceive me Doing your best to get in my head Kill me once, I'll raise up from the dead And between you and me, promise I will be the last one standing