I am about to break
It's gettin' heavy on my shoulders and I just can't hold the weight
I am so ashamed
Seeking pleasure from whatever and I just can't satiate
But you don't know what it's really like
To be a shadow on the inside
Nothing but a vapor or a mist that blows away
And you don't know I've really done
Or the monster that I've become
Yes I can feel the pressure but I just can't hold the weight
Cause you don't know me, I'm heading back where I belong
I know I've lost my way
I've gotten deeper than I wanted and I just can't pull away
But you don't know what it's really like
To be broken on the inside
Screaming for a reason to believe that I can make a change
And you don't know what I've really done
Or the pain that I'm running from
Yes I can feel the pressure but I just can't hold the weight
Can I come home?
Can I come home?
