Wanna Die

Awake my eyes open to see A hospital So white and clean I was walking up to the roof I think I can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me You were there I know but couldn't reach to me I would fall down all the time But stand and reach my hand to see Have you tried crossing over yet? I wanna die, wanna die but don't really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough not enough I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die If I died you would cry and I don't know why Every scar all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough not enough Hey doctor it's time to tell you I feel weak He said, "Hello." Let's take a seat I was hung at the party last night I feel like I'm afraid that everything has changed Somethings wrong with me It's my chest I know I couldn't fight for it And my heartbeat is very small And I think I'm about to die Till you try crossin' over yet? I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough not enough I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die If I died you would cry and I don't know why Every scar all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough not enough When I forget you I'm all alone Without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show The past I used to know, a dream! Till I see every part of me Eyes are red, following and I wanna live wanna live Deep inside I've always been Reaching out for a hand So don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then where you are when I'm dead I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough not enough I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die If I died you would cry and I don't know why Every scar all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough not enough I wanna die wanna die wanna die But I still couldn't die with you by my side Behind the days I've spent them alone, afraid Now you're here to stay And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind it again yet to the pain we felt on that day