Ignorance III (feat. Deviant & Ghostofblu)

This isnt what I had in mind for me At night I lay alone, restless I can't sleep Weight of the world feel it crushing my chest The relief when the blade hits the skin on my wrist Feel so fucking worthless my head's a mess So ill take all these pills to relieve all my stress And I know ill never amount to anything These drugs got me feeling like im fucking king Ive been waiting for the day To wipe the smile off your face You think you finna silence me All your efforts gone to waste You really thought that you could cloud My mind with doubt and the Pull of the wool over my eyes Know I wrote the book of manipulation Bitch ive always seen through your lies This ignorance pumps hatred through my veins Don't test me ill paint the walls with your Blood and splatter your brains With this ignorance, it brings Me peace upon all the pain It's the only thing that makes sense, in This world that drives me insane I dont rock with these hoes Coke cloggin their nose Rob the world with my bitch, she feeds Me drugs til im cold Cold enough to take a life, invade your Body steal your soul Lick the blood off my knife, and Disappear into the night Haven't you learnt yet? I haven't learnt shit Still living my life Piss fucking ignorant I dont give a fuck about a thing still Didn't really ever give a fuck anyway Im still tryna find a path through this life Taking it day by day, switching my lane Swerving and out of traffic Death in the whip so romantic Scorpion sting if I let it Meet my demise won't regret it Death on impact, brain like broken syntax Body in a bin bag, never get the kid back I dont even need to sleep Imma take a fucking pill for peace I dont even really need to breathe Why the fuck can't anybody see I need space, get the fuck out my face You're just a waste of energy Lately I been plagued and I chase the remedy Damaging my sanity so I can face the clarity My brains splattered, face us battered I been tryna break the chains got my veins in tatters Ive been dying for a good nights sleep But they always seem to invade my dreams These faceless figures they've been stalking me So they can devour my inner peace So they can devour my inner peace So they can devour my inner peace