Pit of Consciousness

I keep on losing the keys From reality And now I'm passing on the wheel To insanity In a secluded corner Waiting for my time to come Waiting for the bedlam To be pacified I am climbing hand over fist And I scratch concrete Shine in the end my mistake It's not there The air is terribly heavy here It settles inside And i suffer burn, after burn From the dark Dark In a pit of consciousness Squeal is bleading So i feel there was someone else Before me Eyes are changing colours A stranger knocks on my mind I became a foreigner To myself! Myself! Stillness stuns, wish I'd run Creeped away to the light In my head someone else Setting snares For my soul In the darkest place What was once named Consciousness I'm a miniature I'm a sketch forfeiting outlines Irrelevant entity to sanity A hive for nonsense For multiple selves Resonating, but never Compromising Stillness stuns, wish I'd run Creeped away to the light In my head, someone else Setting snares For my soul For my soul Waiting for my mind to be pacified