Journey to the End of My Life

Every night I go to bed and take a trip inside my head And I wonder exactly what my purpose is And do I live to see a hundred? Am I rich or am I poor? What's the score? I don't wanna be surprised I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cause I just wanna see what it's like Am I loved? Am I hated? In your face or understated? How old will I be when I die? Do I turn out alright? Is my fate up to me or is it run by a computer? Will my kids go to school or stay at home? In the future is there peace or is there war? What's the score? I don't wanna be surprised I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cause I just wanna see what it's like Am I loved? Am I hated? In your face or understated? How old will I be when I die? Do I turn out alright? I just wanna see what goes on A chance to put it right before it goes wrong Select the things I say that I regret And erase them all, erase them all Save my friends, so they don't get hurt Get the mustard stain off my favorite shirt Have more vision than a crystal ball That tells me all, a crystal ball I don't want to be surprised I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cause I just wanna see what it's like I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cause I wanna see what it's like Am I loved? Am I hated? In your face or understated? How old will I be when I die? I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cause I just wanna see what it's like Am I loved? Am I hated? In your face or understated? How old will I be when I die? Do I turn out alright?