Behold, Malevolence

I can feel it inside, begging as it's confined (To let it out of my twisted mind) Clawing at the walls of my skull (It's like I'm being sucked into a black hole) I'm trying my best, it's getting hard to suppress (How am I supposed to live like this?) Self-medication isn't working Like fuel on a fire it keeps burning I can feel it inside, begging as it's confined To let it out of my twisted mind Clawing at the walls of my skull It's like I'm being sucked into a black hole I'm trying my best, it's getting hard to suppress How am I supposed to live like this? Self-medication isn't working Like fuel on a fire it keeps burning Mundane, every day is the same Running from my past of shame A fake smile to hide the pain My veins are turning black, eyes roll to the back The urge to feed on your flesh grows stronger My skin is turning pale, peeling off my nails I can't suppress the urge any longer Behold Behold malevolence Behold Behold malevolence