Figure It Out

I just gotta figure it out for my own mind state I'm lost in life and that's where I'm at I don't know my fate I hope that I can understand what's meant for me I just need to figure it out My mind is right my mind is wrong My mind is everywhere but at its peace You tell me no and then you tell me yes I have no fucking clue just where to go My inner peace it's been killing me All I want for me is to be free I need some help just for myself And only from you only you I just gotta figure it out cause I can't take it Feeling like I'm starting to drown life is so crazy Trying to reach before time runs out need to escape cause I just gotta figure it out The inconsistency of life is killing me How do I progress in a world where I'm just not enough Stuck in between being me or somebody else I fight for myself for my freedom or else I Lose my soul I lose control I risk it all I start to fall I take the pain and store it away and hope some day it won't take over me Instead I take a hit and get lifted And just listen to this feel good music taking over I'll get through it cause I just gotta figure it out I just gotta figure it out I just gotta figure it out I just gotta figure it out I'm like a map that's all messed up And GPS is not enough I need to find my way now I really gotta figure it out for my own sake And I'm the one to blame for my outcomes You reap what you sow and that's the lesson You know you learn as you grow But still I gotta still I gotta still I gotta know I just gotta figure it out Cause I'm feeling like I'm starting to drown Life is such a complicated crazy game how can I rise up and win it When there's so much hate to begin with Ohhhh So I just gotta figure it out Find my peace of mind and take my life one day at a time stay right and grind Feed the passions that keep me alive inside