Ups & Downs

How brave do I become when truly loved My overwhelmin' feels are overcome I might even hit the blunt And I don't do that for anyone Oh Ooh I think I'ma dance for the first time in a long time Ooh I might even laugh like I mean it Come on, baby, say it like you mean it You gonna be alright, baby Alright You know you're gonna be fine You're gonna be alright, baby Hey Kyle, how you doin'? What is this dream you're persuing What are these feelings you mention Are you from a different dimension? My nigga, do you have dementia? Why is you rappin' 'bout happy Think about all the bad shit that happens (Ya) You know the inside, you feel crappy Okay, yeah, how did you guess (Skrrt) I am a wreck I set a record for bein' upset Truthfully, honestly, I am a mess I am depressed I am obsessed With self-depricating And blamin' myself Socially lyin' Denyin' the help I'm holdin' up Like pants sit in a belt But it ain't so bad (no, no) Look what I be on I'm on TV, mom My nigga, I am a phenom My chick is out o' this world Yeah, badder than Zenon When I need somebody to lean on I put that Cudi CD on In my spare time Punchin' walls Fuckin' up my hand I know that shit sounds super cray But if you had this life you'd understand Everything's a lot o' up and down But I ain't gonna let it get me down No And downs Ay 2016 hit me like a bag o' bricks (Yup) 2017 switched up, like ooh it's lit (it's lit) I nearly had a mental breakdown And eight months later had a hit I guess life is like box a chocolates, huh You never know what you finna get Ha ha, yeah Think about this for your flip There's always two sides o' the coin Tell my man you gotta keep goin' You blessed nigga, you ain't even know it Sittin' there, lookin' all stoic Mm, be stiff, you should be stoked Mm, you can smile, even if you broke Oh, you could be a button or a boat, true Yeah Trust me, believe me, I been there to Down on my luck, I was just like you Singin' the same damn sad old song (Oooh) But you'll be fine It'll all be fine It's just in your mind yip And down Lil lil lil lil boat lil boat lil boat Yoh, yoh, wassup buddy? It's your conscience My, my conscience? Yeah, you know, the voice in your head That tells you when you fuckin' up? Like uh, Jiminy Cricket? Chuh, yes, like Jiminy Cricket, you Disney ass motherfucker Now listen up, man You gotta leave that negativity shit in the past That shit is old, bro How you supposed to grow up if you ain't even glowed up? Uh, what, what the fuck are you talkin' about? Don't trip dawg, follow me I'll show you You coming?