Are you still trying to find yourself at the age you're at?
Yeah, I am.
I think that a person you know essentially dies
When they think that they've found themselves you know.
But if you want to admit that you yourself are not an individual
And are just part of a whole
Movement of ideas and thoughts and culture
And humanity and further more of the universe and everything.
Unless you really feel like that,
Like you're walking through walls, you know.
You are always trying to find yourself.
It's usually a person who believes that
They haven't found the answer from the end
And that their actually is a psychological end.
And then what's the point. To they use that...
Even if it's difficult to maintain
A relationship if you're gonna expect
Something that a person cannot give you
If you keep expecting that from them you're
Really just gonna keep presenting them
And not being able to move forward at all
So I think it's important to be able to
Look at certain situations and just say
"Alright this is my friend and she does that. And we do that together.
We go out to eat, we watch football", whatever the fuck it is.
You know and find someone else,
Or find out how to do other things yourself,
Admit it to yourself that you know
The person who plays bass in your band
Might not be the keyboard player I
Mean that's just how it is, you know?
Isn't a person just a collection of their mistakes
And also their can afront these mistakes of you, whatever are you?
You know you're always,
You're always see the reactions to the bad parts of yourself and think
That's what is kind of like a driving motivation behind
Any human being that wants to continue and grow.
And live life looking at bigger flaws and trying to go beyond them.
