Pillow Man

I've spent about ten years tryna work on my craft Tryna save this hip-hop shit and disperse of the trash But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses I've trashed Were meant to benefit my future, I'm uncertain it has I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash Cuz as soon as I became a brand my own purpose was smashed I'm feelin' nervous in fact, I got no urges to rap Now i don't think my fucking life can get more worthless than that I see these niggas blowing up, who never do got the proper game Niggas who fucking suck, Gucci and Wacka Flocka Flame Niggas who makin' bucks, someone tell me I'm not insane Cuz I feel the urge to run up on a bitch ass nigga and rob his chain Dang! I thought I had it figured out See I panic and I pout, yo I've had it man, I'm out God damn it, this shit's a clout I'm the baddest thing no doubt But my madness is about to turn me manic 'til I shout How come the world is always quick to turn their back on me Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep I'll be in your dream Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man I'll be in your dream Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man I'll be in your dream You all asume I'm evil, but actually I'm so nice I've always been the lover boy, like practically my whole life Unhappy here with no wife, don't ask me I don't know why I'm livin' life without no type of strategy to go by I knew a bitch who I would go pick up when the day starts A bitch who'd even like to watch me skate at the skate park A bitch who was making out with up in the graveyard The same bitch who went and left my ass with a slayed heart She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin' clubs and poppin' bottles Hanging with thugs and sucking a lots of cock yo The biggest slut from Loveland Colorado Fuck a ho that's Hopsin's motto my heart is vacant, you knock it's hollow She met another guy who left a baby stuck inside Her vagina then he just split and messed up her fuckin' life Now she hits me up and i say go suck a nut, goodbye All you sluts can die for wasting all my sacred love supply How come the world is always quick to turn their back on me Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep I'll be in your dream Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man I'll be in your dream Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man I'll be in your dream To live a decent life what all is it take I tried and try to be the best but nothing falls in the place And I'm a man but my struggle is gonna cause me to break And just involve me to hate I'm in a nauseous state And shit it probably is fake but who's in control of it me or god Is he the cause of why am I here the reason's odd I'm broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads But y'all don't see the flaws I code it up to keep it raw And mc's who's got the most talent in this whole planet Don't never get recognized when they dope at it So they go back to the block hustlin' and dope addicts Some niggas got the effect and some niggas don't have it Yo I'm at my last years cuz everytime I think I'm out the matrix I get sucked right back right in But man I'm hopin' things will change and the soul in me remains Cuz the talent that I've got is way too cold to be contained No, no What did I do to deserve this? No, no I don't even have a purpose (Pillow man) No, no (Pillow man) What did I do to deserve this? (Pillow man) No, no (Pillow man) I don't even have a purpose How come the world is always quick to turn their back on me Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep I'll be in your dream Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man I'll be in your dream Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man I'll be in your dream