Confusing Happiness

I had to break the code Go mad I tried To make a soul From scratch If I could dream you in meticulous detail Would you ever come alive? Would you ever come alive? I'll dedicate my days and 14 of my nights Will you ever come alive? Will you ever come alive? I want this A confusing happiness Never knowing what comes next I want this All the agony and bliss From confusing happiness The dawn, no birds around Reborn, without a sound Oh no The fire drowned If I could dream you in meticulous detail Would you ever come alive? Would you ever come alive? Since I began, it's taken two years in this hell Will you ever come alive? Will you ever come alive? I want this A confusing happiness Never knowing what comes next I want this All the agony and bliss From confusing happiness (If I could dream you up...) If I could dream you in meticulous detail Would you ever come alive? Would you ever come alive? I dedicate my body and my conscious mind Will you ever come alive? Will you ever come alive? I want this A confusing happiness Never knowing what comes next I want this All the agony and bliss From confusing happiness