Above Me

Am I avoiding this breaking down? The every year you've forgot to count And I've been dead since you left this house I guess I realised something when I fell It wasn't troubles that led me here I left my sorry heart with you Now on the day you swore you're leaving everything you've known Maybe your footsteps led me, farther than to where I'm meant to lay I'll find you waiting in my head I'll be home again Just leave me here resting The words will cover every step The leaves will cover every step I held every day we longed The water still reminds me of (Her) I had a lot to explain I had a lot to explain Where were you waiting that day? Why was your body resenting the rest, when you begged me not to feel the same? I've not been myself for days I was the sound of you, holding my breath As you begged them to push me away When you begged me not to feel the same Am I alive? Am I as safe as I was before? Am I the year that we lost it all? And you'll fade, it becomes me Now I'm at the point where my lungs give out I need you closer now I held every day we lost But you stay the ground that's above me Me, I'm fine