Ballad of Pure Thought

I'm sorry that I had to go out on my own investigation if only I had known it would cause this separation, stupid of me, to behave like I was free, for the taking, please don't forsake me if only I could make her, feel a little better take away these ugly thoughts, exorcise the demons that I brought I must find, a state of mind, that deals with the temptation, I know I'm gonna find, a way to rise above her expectations of me and all that I could be, dedication in a relation, is more then any flirt I'm cleaning up the dirt, I'm gonna steal those haunted dreams, lift us up to something more supreme I always thought it would be easy, we'd see it and feel it, but nothing is less true, as tears tell it's hardcore and painful