Have I Ever Truly Been Here

You show me medicine Cause you wanted to know What it meant to me It means you're never free Rip, rip it out and throw Throw it all away Throw as far as you can There's nothing to understand The ceremony's a chirade Still it made you cry again Seemed like nothing will change And though I wanted you to know I could never let it go I keep holding his hand The ceremony's a chirade Still it made me cry again Seemed like nothing will change And though I wanted you to know I could never let it go I keep pulling his hand But have I ever truly been here? I don't want a Cypress Hill Always close your eyes Cause as far as you can see Is a world in which you disagree And now you're burning your books Cause you realize there's none of them To which that you can relate We've got nothing to celebrate The ceremony's a chirade Still it made me cry again Seemed like nothing will change And though I wanted you to know I could never let it go I keep pulling his hand The ceremony's a chirade Still it made you cry again Seemed like nothing will changed And though I wanted you to know I could never let it go I keep pulling his hand But have I ever truly been here?