Change

Now in these cynical times are stereotypical minds Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what I'll find I'm like a fly way in a cave another hour in the maze I'll cover to the power, my criminal ways The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win 'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted My fingers pointing in the mirror I'm the one now I see my shadow in the sun dial Am I really out to change put my freedom in a cage Slow down, man I got a son now It's nothing new they all said it, and I knew it But I had to go through it myself, I'm hard headed But that's the only way that I learn Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns Change this, change that, change is full of lies I remain the same, can't wear a good disguise Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I? Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted I wanna run but if I run I'm only running from myself Would it be easier if I was someone else? I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned On a highway to a destination I've earned So many exits but I never bothered to turn I'm like a piece of shard glass, laying on the frame Of a window that was broken by the bricks of pain Sometimes I feel just like the Devil's guinea pig He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig I admit, I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn So I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges I burn Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Will I Will I ever change Can I Can I ever change Will I Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Will I Will I ever change Can I Can I ever change Will I Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change But the world wants to blame it on me My life is twisted