Stressed Out

I am no man I'm just a kid Have you met my friends Where my demons live I am not the man I Claim to be I'm stressed out I'm stressed out I'm stressed out I'm stressed out I'm not the person I pretend be I'm not the person that is laughing That's just what you see I'm just the one who has to hold in all his stress and pain My only hope is that someday I'll be okay again Hoping things won't change again The stress I don't know how much I can take The weight that's on my chest I don't know how long till I break The feeling that I'm drowning every moment I'm awake And every second that I think I think of ways I could escape Sometimes I Wonder why I didn't fly off that bridge In 2017 I'd have my car flipped up in a ditch Everyday I hafta carry all these thoughts in my head I hear em screaming Start believing that I'm better off dead I hate all the uncertainty Is this how I'm 'sposed to be Tortured while I try to sleep Family they don't know a thing Everyday I'm suffering Smile they don't see a thing Smile they don't know the pain Laugh so they don't see the chains I told myself I wouldn't let my problems get the best of me But lately they've been heavy and now I can't get 'em off of me Someday I'll get better and these feelings won't be part of me But till that day I'll feel this way just hope I live to see that day cuz' Every days a struggle just to pay all of my bills Lay in bed all in my feels Wanna drown my thoughts with pills I know It might get better but that's hard to believe Cuz everyday I barely make it by the skin of my teeth Yeah I am no man I'm just a kid Have you met my friends Where my demons live I am not the man I Claim to be I'm stressed out I'm stressed out I'm stressed out I'm stressed out