The Sad Man (Slowed)

I'm sorry I wasn't there but you know I did my best I got so much on my mind but life is going fast The man behind the scene is Wes of the West It's a test for the best so please don't be impressed I feel like someone else like I'm standing on the end Don't need a Louis belt cause it's gone when you're dead Just need a good bed and a call to my dad Let him know, let him know his soldier isn't dead Put me on the mic and I give it black on white It's alright that you lied cause I have a lot of time Put me on the side and I have a lot of fights You're high in no time but you didn't want to fly It's the fight that I fight same person in the night If you cried or you died in the middle of the night Life is a ride till the ride ends your life And I take it side by side and that's how I survive Oh no I know that you lost me Oh no I fade and you told me That, that you never will be lonely I can do whatever now just to hold me Oh no I know that you lost me Oh no I fade and you told me That, that you never will be lonely I can do whatever now just to hold me I hope I can be proud on the age of twenty-four When I'm selling in my store, now selling at the door But I know how it goes when you find the fucking door The door against yours while you wanted more and more Damn he slammed the door I was dying on the floor I was making just some numbers I got almost forty-four I know where I go since the day that I was four I tried to be the one but I'm still looking for the source This isn't California dreaming if you want you have to leave me If you want defend so then come and try to see me If, if you want attack so then come and try to beat me I got so much on my mind but I keep the way you see me You have to believe me when I'm gone you have to free me Living for the rest I got some pennies so they see me Can you deal with the deal that makes you feel like you beat me Be honest to yourself and you're able to feel me Oh no I know that you lost me Oh no I fade and you told me That, that you never will be lonely I can do whatever now just to hold me Oh no I know that you lost me Oh no I fade and you told me That, that you never will be lonely I can do whatever now just to hold me