I Want To Feel THAT

Who is sitting here right now today? This is the real me obviously I'm a very philosophical person And I'm gonna go there with you real quick I believe in a higher power Don't know the name, don't know where it's coming from Don't know anything like that But I believe that this power And visualize with me real quick Let's say it's a man up there or a woman or whatever And they have a chart And when you're born, they say, David Goggins Born February 17th, 1975 at 6:00 AM They write the chart down 'cause they can see everything They know exactly where you're fucking supposed to be They know what you're supposed to be You die, you go to so called heaven You arrive in heaven I'm 300 pounds I retired as an Ecolab guy, which is okay It's just a job, whatever I go up there and God looks at me And he shows me my chart, and my chart on there says You were supposed to be a Navy Seal You're supposed to weigh 185 pounds You're supposed to be One of the smartest people in the planet This, this, that, all this You see this, and now you're in heaven You made it to heaven, but you're like, God, God I was supposed to live that life I was supposed to live that life And then you find out that the reason why 'Cause we all think that if we pray on it If we do this, if we do that whatever If we don't work, whatever It's gonna magically happen for us No I believe that when I'm all said and done with My whole job is to outwork the chart Whatever the fucking chart says about me The all knowing power up there I wanna get up there And him look at me and say I know everything I didn't fucking see this I didn't fucking see this I want feel that I know everything I didn't fucking see this I didn't fucking see this I want to feel that I want to get to the other end of this fucking world And however I'm being judged Whoever's judging me to look at me and say I did not fucking know I had you at 185, had you at this But all this other shit I was writing as you were living it I want to find more All I can And in that fucking sack of shit You have to dive in that to find more Because if you're not willing to go in there And face yourself, you're not gonna find anything You're gonna live right here on surface man Right here on surface So, if there is an ending to this world And there is somewhere to go and there's a judgment You're gonna get there and you might see a chart And that chart might tell you Who the fuck you should have been And now you get the rest of your life to think about that Man, I could've lived a much better life If I just, would've just suffered a little bit more If I just would've went in that shit And realized I had so much more But fear and the 40% And living here versus living here, being afraid Stopped me So that's I'm a big guy in visualizing I'm a big guy in making a world It may not exist To me it does To me it does And I'm overpowering myself every day And you gotta find tools to do that That's the tool that I use So that's what it's all about I believe that when I'm all said and done with My whole job is to outwork the chart Whatever the fucking the chart says about me The all-knowing power up there I wanna get up there and him look at me and say I know everything I didn't fucking see this I didn't fucking see this I want to feel that I know everything I didn't fucking see this I didn't fucking see this I want to feel that I want to feel that I want to feel that I want to feel that I want to feel that