Killing Yourself to Live

How people look and people stare Well I don't think that I even care You rot your life away and what do they give? You're only killing yourself to live Killing Yourself To Live! Killing Yourself To Live! Just take a look around you, what do you see? Pain, suffering, and misery It's not the way the world was planned It's a pity you don't understand Killing Yourself To Live! Killing Yourself To Live! I'm telling you! Believe in me! Nobody else will tell you Open your eyes! And see the lies! Oh yeah! Smoke it! Get high! You think that I'm crazy and baby I know that it's true Before that you know it I think that you'll go crazy too I don't know if I'm up or down Well the black and whites are blue and brown The colors in my life are all different somehow Little boy blue's a big girl now So you think it's me who's strange But you've never had to make the change Never give your trust away You'll end up in paying till your dying day